We approach a nebula. Little by little, the outlines begin to dissolve, and before we realise it, there is nothing left we can recognise. The world, our feelings and the everyday objects still surround us, but we can no longer identify them. We are at the threshold.
María Jerez has spent years working with that which eludes language or knowledge, erasing lines with the same diligence as others who insist on drawing them. Every stroke has a corresponding smudge, and it becomes difficult to describe a piece whose very existence is based on flight, on the denial of meaning. A bit like when Vinciane Despret wonders what kind of existence the dead have, who are so clearly different from mountains, sheep or black holes, or even fictional characters, yet still exert a force on the living. Or a bit like Peter Pan, who has to sew his shadow to the soles of his shoes to keep it from abandoning him.
To unpick the shadow would be to dismantle, in one stroke, the established order built on visibility, legibility and the precise distinction of things. Shadows, however, blend together, combine and give rise to chimeric, ineffable unspeakable beings. The shadow is the flimsiest extension of our body, the most prone to stretching out of reach and momentarily merging with other bodies, objects or spaces. At the same time, shadows give form to absence, as the present fades from view so we may instead catch a glimpse of what has gone.
This is the state María Jerez invites us to inhabit, a faltering, uncertain anticipation that surpasses the capabilities of the eye and delves into the mystery that lies beyond. She extends this invitation after a long study of non-vision, in which she was accompanied by the blind, birdwatchers, magicians, choreographers and lighting designers, with whom she has exchanged thoughts about the meanings we assign to darkness, indeterminacy and absence.
Artistic Credits
By Maria Jerez
Performance: Arantxa Martínez & Maria Jerez
Artistic collaboration: Arantxa Martínez
Lighting design and luminaire creation: Leticia Skrycky
Voice and sound accompaniment: Alejandra Pombo
Sound: Maria Jerez
Documentation: Élan D’Orphium
Produced by Maria Jerez & Dorothy Michaels
Co-produced by Festival TNT, Terrassa Noves Tendències
With the support of Tanzfabrik (Berlin), Centro de Creación Contemporánea Conde Duque (Madrid), and Europalia Spain
Funded by the Contemporary Creation Grants of the Madrid City Council
No ser ni la sombra de lo que se fue. Chapter 5 is part of a research project that unfolds over five chapters:
Chapter 1 – A performance for a gallery presented at Camping / Galería NF / NIEVES FERNÁNDEZ and *Forms of the Surrounding Futures / Galeria Municipal do Porto (2024), funded by the Visual Arts Grants of the Community of Madrid;
Chapter 2 – An installation. Scheduled for 2027;
Chapter 3 – A podcast series to be released in autumn 2025. Funded by the Contemporary Creation Grants of the Madrid City Council;
Chapter 4 – A publication based on documentation of the process through drawing. In collaboration with Élan D’Orphium and Imprenta San Delfín. Autumn 2025. Funded by the Contemporary Creation Grants of the Madrid City Council.
Thanks to “La danza en espiral” by Starhawk, to Lluis Sauch Rius and María Luz Caparrós, to Edurne Rubio, Nilo Gallego, Lola Rubio, João Ferreira, Javi F. Gorostiza (DART), Nerea and Idoia Fernández, Blanca Cortés, Enrique Quintana and the restoration team of the Prado Museum, Catalina Insignares, Augusto Corrieri, Juan Rodríguez Abril (ONCE), Pilar Soler Montes, Cristina Quintana, Patricio Suárez, Clara Neches, Oscar Bueno, Cuqui Jerez, Miguel Jerez, Uriel Fogué, Helios Jerez & and to the crystals of Beatriz Quintana, who continues to collaborate with me from the other side.